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Sept 26, 2005 13:47:51 GMT -5
Post by Ruthie Camden on Sept 26, 2005 13:47:51 GMT -5
Okay, Heather came over yesterday, and I told her about the dream, and also the poem. She told me that I should give him the poem, and sign it "your ex." Today, I wrote it down, and I gave it to him in Math. When he was reading it, I started FREAKING OUT. My pencil was writing wayyy too fast and my heart was pounding. After about 10 minutes, he gave it back to me. It said "you have me" on it. An instant smile came to my face. I told Heather, Julia, and Cameron (lol) but that's it. Cameron is confused though. He's like, "Well, I don't get it. Remember what happened in 5th grade?" Okay, but...this next part is sooo weird-
When he first said we were back together, I couldn't possibly be happier, but after the second time, well, I didn't feel any better than I did yesterday. I'm thinking that maybe...I might have only wanted him because I knew he liked Arielyn and that I knew he was going to say no. (Of course, I was wrong about that part.) I honestly don't know what to do now. The thought of dumping him came to mind, but I just got back together with him today. Luckily, Arielyn wasn't here today, but he is calling her tonight to tell her. If he breaks it off with Arielyn, then I break up with him, he'll be all alone, and I don't want to be the reason for that.
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Sept 26, 2005 15:54:29 GMT -5
Post by simoncamdenfan on Sept 26, 2005 15:54:29 GMT -5
You should have only gave that to him if you truely meant it. Don't break up with him again. You just got back with him. Give it more time. Stick with it some more unless you absolutely can't. That would be so sad if he breaks up with Arielyn and then you break up with him again. Be sure you tell us the outcome.
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Sept 26, 2005 16:33:23 GMT -5
Post by Ruthie Camden on Sept 26, 2005 16:33:23 GMT -5
I'm going to stay with him for at least a month, then see how it's going. I'm going to tell him that I don't want him to call me though. (At least for now) because if he called, my parents would be wondering why he was calling, and honestly, they think I HATE him. *lol*
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Sept 26, 2005 16:34:57 GMT -5
Post by simoncamdenfan on Sept 26, 2005 16:34:57 GMT -5
Yeah, ok, try out one month and see how things go. He does seem like a great guy.
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Sept 26, 2005 16:44:47 GMT -5
Post by Ruthie Camden on Sept 26, 2005 16:44:47 GMT -5
Yeah, he is. He's just a lil...weird when we're together... *lol*
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Sept 26, 2005 20:17:45 GMT -5
Post by simoncamdenfan on Sept 26, 2005 20:17:45 GMT -5
What makes him so weird?
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Sept 26, 2005 20:44:32 GMT -5
Post by Ruthie Camden on Sept 26, 2005 20:44:32 GMT -5
Well, when we're NOT together, we're still really good friends, and he is soooooooo hilarious, and it's just wayyyy different when we're together. He is NOT funny at all, and he always is right there. I mean, like, when I turn I around, there he is! *lol* (Almost like he's stalking me...lol) And, well, he just cares about me a little too much.
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Sept 27, 2005 14:00:56 GMT -5
Post by Ruthie Camden on Sept 27, 2005 14:00:56 GMT -5
Today got even worse. He kept following me around. He sat by me in English, even after I told him I wanted to sit by Cameron, Bo, and Jordan. At recess, I got a small cut on my finger, and he was acting as though it was a huge deal-and the thing is, it barely even hurt.
I think the MAIN thing I want is for him to just leave me alone for a bit-even 5 minutes would be great! It's great to have a boyfriend, but I also want to be with my friends, you know? My best friend is a boy, Zack, and Hondo won't even let me hang out with him alone! I mean sure, I may have a teeny crush on Zack and he may have a teeny crush on me, but nothing's going to happen with us. I always hang out with him during the day, and just him. (Except sometimes Tyler...but anyway...) Now, if I want to hang out with my best friend, I have to hang out with my boyfriend too. It just totally stinks!!!
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Sept 28, 2005 11:45:36 GMT -5
Post by simoncamdenfan on Sept 28, 2005 11:45:36 GMT -5
I know you are too young to think about marriage, but people tend to marry there best friend. So maybe you and Zack should be going out. Then again, it might ruin your friendship and you don't want that to happen.
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Sept 28, 2005 13:40:42 GMT -5
Post by Ruthie Camden on Sept 28, 2005 13:40:42 GMT -5
Yeah, I am too young. *lol* (I'm also kind of too young too think about college, but I'm going to go to medical school, so I might not even get married until after medical school, but anyway..............lol.) I think...on...Monday, Zack said, "I see my next girlfriend." too me. (At lunch, we were all talking about how to get someone to know you like them, and that was one of them. *lol*) I said, "Yeah, right." He then did his famous fake cry. *lol* I guess I do sort of like Zack, honestly, right now, anyone is better than Hondo.
Today, it was like he was completely ignoring me! (Which is sort of what I wanted...but anyway...) He also sat by Ariel in English! In the morning, he actually wasn't completely ignoring me, but I asked Heather what I should do. She said she didn't know. I said, "Hey! Maybe I could just ignore him, and just never talk to him again!" *lol* Then, Heather said, "Or maybe you could go into his house at night and pull out his tonsils so he can't talk at all!"
So, Heather gave me a good laugh, but I guess she didn't give me much [helpful] advice.
and just when I thought things couldn't possibly be any worse...I find out I'm failing Enlish..................which doesn't have anything to do with this, but it does suck! *lol*
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Sept 29, 2005 13:32:53 GMT -5
Post by Ruthie Camden on Sept 29, 2005 13:32:53 GMT -5
Today was cool. I completely ignored Hondo...I know that's a little mean, but I did. I said 1 word to him in the 7 hours I'm at school. At the end of the day, when he said bye, I replied, "yeah." I think he got the message. He was sniffing in English, I think he may have been crying, but he may have just been sick or something. But, either way, I'm pretty sure he got the message.
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Sept 30, 2005 15:12:24 GMT -5
Post by Ruthie Camden on Sept 30, 2005 15:12:24 GMT -5
Today completely ended my troubles!!! yay!!! Okay, first, I got to school pretty late, 7:34, and we start at 7:35. Alyssa also got there when I did. Our lockers are next to each others, and she said, "This is the worst day to be at school." to me. I know it was to me, for 2 reasons: (1) Everyone else was in their class already. (2) She was looking right at me. So, I guess she doesn't completely hate me! ;D In Social Studies (My first class) I was going to dump Hondo, but I didn't get the time, so I decided I'd do it at lunch. When we went outside (During Lunch), he came up to me and said, "Karissa, I don't think this is going to work out." I relplied, "Oh my god. I was going to do the same to you today!!!" He said, "Yay! We're breaking up partners!" I only told one person though, well, Zack and Tyler actually saw it happen, and then I saw Heather and told her, so really 3, but anyways... When I saw Heather, I went up to her and said, "Hey! I have GREAT news! Hondo broke up with me!" She said, "Wow, usually when girls get dumped they're a little more upset. But you're like, 'yay'!" *lol* All I hope is that Hondo and I are still friends. After we broke up, we didn't say one word to each other. I know we stayed friends after I broke up with him in 5th grade, but I don't know, it's just "different" now that we're in middle school. I really hope we stay friends though, because we're locker partners, so... A ton of other couples who break up are like, "Oh, we're gonna stay real good friends." but they almost never do.
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Sept 30, 2005 20:48:27 GMT -5
Post by Ruthie Camden on Sept 30, 2005 20:48:27 GMT -5
I just read my new Twist Magazine, and it had a section called "Survive A Broakup Like A Star." It shows 4 things that stars say about that type of thing-
Cry In Private... (Ashlee Simpson)
which talks about what you should do if you see him with another girl.
Try A Makeover! (Mandy Moore)
which tells you you should change your hairstyle or something to get your mind off it. (Which is funny, because RIGHT before I read this, I died my hair auburn.)
Figure Out What Went Wrong (Brittany Murphy)
which tells you to find out what happened that caused you to break up, so you can prevent it in the future.
Turn To Your Girlfriends (Jennifer Aniston)
which just tells you to go to your friends for comfort.
I know I probably didn't need [all] of these, but I definitely needed the "Cry In Private..." one, because I know for sure he'll be dating Ariel or Taylor, and I get jealous so easily. I remember when I got jealous of my best friend from 5th grade when she got asked to the dance by Hondo. I was so jealous I convinced her not to go with him, which is such a horrible thing to do! I so wish I didn't get jealous that easily, but I do, and I don't think I can help it.
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Oct 3, 2005 13:57:17 GMT -5
Post by Ruthie Camden on Oct 3, 2005 13:57:17 GMT -5
We're still friends! *lol* Today was great-full of laughs. We were in the library, and I sat down at a table with Tyler, Autumn, and Bo. Then, Cameron, Bo's best friend, came over to our table, and Bo said, "Sorry Cam, this is the cool table, you don't belong here." (Of course, he was just kidding, but none of us moved so he could sit, he just found another *less cool* table.) Then, Mrs.Maltibano (Llibrarian) asked Ms.Hodge (Science teacher) if this was the honors class. Ms.Hodge then said, "Well, that's what they say, but I don't know..." Then, Bo said, "I'm not from the honors class, I came from the produce department!" Then, I was reading my science book and I found a picture of some really ugly dude. I showed the people at my table. Then, Bo said, "Hey! that looks like Mr.Burns from The Simpsons!" Then, Tyler said, "No, you idiot! It looks like that guy from The Fairly Oddparents!" Bo said, "Yeah, you're right. It looks like Mr.Crocker!" Then, I said, "Oh my god, you're all wrong! Come on! It looks like McQueen!" (Zach McQueen is the BIGGEST geek EVER) Then, Zack Bishop came over to our table, and I showed him the picture. He said, "Yeah, that guy is like, the smartest person on the Earth, and you're right, he does look like McQueen! You should go show him!" I said, "No, you!" So, he went over there, and said, "Hey, this is like, the smartest person, and he looks a lot like you!" Then, McQueen said, "Are you saying I'm ugly?" Zack Bishop left his table and he and I burst out laughing! ;D It was hilarious! Then, on our way back to our Science, Heather came up to me and put her arm around me (We're best friends just so you know. *lol* So, this wasn't in a weird way. *lol*) and said, "How's your day so far?" I said, "Pretty good!" Then, Hondo said, "Aw...you guys make such a cute couple!" We were like, "Shut up idiot!" Then, on our way to English, Hondo said, "You know, you and Heather make such a cute couple!" I said, "Shut up!" Then, he said, "Oh...is Kissy mad?" I just gave him an annoyed look. It was pretty funny...but if does it again...he'll be dead...
*hehe*
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Oct 4, 2005 13:36:08 GMT -5
Post by Ruthie Camden on Oct 4, 2005 13:36:08 GMT -5
I know no one has been replying, and I know you're getting sick of hearing about my life, but I'm still going to type up stuff like this, just for me to go back to. You don't need to read everything I post. *lol* Today, Hondo was STALKING me again. He even sat by me at lunch! (Luckily, Heather was also sitting by me. Only 1 idiot to babysit! *lol*) When we went outside, Shaun, Tyler, Zack, Heather, and I got in trouble for the first time at middle school...we were kicking around this [full] bottle of water, and then Tyler kicked so hard it basically exploded and got Shaun, Zack, Heather, and I wet, me the most wet though. Then, the bottle went over the fence, so Heather reached through the fence and got it. Then, it went over the fence again, but none of us could reach it. So, we all just did seperate things. About 5 minutes later, Zack told Shaun, Tyler, Heather, and I that Mrs.Kondziola (Math Teacher) wanted to talk to all of us. I said, "What about?" Zack said, "About the bottle of water." I said, "Zack, you're kidding! Are we in trouble?" He said, "Little bit. Just a little little bit." I have NEVER been in trouble in school except one time in 1st grade, so I was like, "Oh my god!" I then told Heather, and she said, "Karissa, what are they going to do? They can't give us detention for kicking around a bottle. Don't worry." It turned out Mrs.Kondziola just gave us a little talk, no big deal. But, you know what really sucks about middle school? Proving to the other kids that you were the most popular girl in the whole school last year. Chances are, I will NEVER EVER be popular again, because there's just way too much competition! Just take Taylor-the most popular girl in 6th grade. She's beautiful, has the prettiest voice, and is nice to everyone, and I mean everyone. She's great-we all...worship her...lol. There are so many new kids I want to be friends with, especially Taylor. But, we all basically have our cliques all set, and mine is almost all guys. I love sports, and being around guys, but this year I kind of want to be more of a "girl." In English we can sit by whoever we want, and I always get to English before almost everyone, so I just sit down and hope someone I actually know sits by me. (Which most of the times they do, but sometimes not...) Luckily, today, sitting to left was Ariel (The 2nd most popular girl in 6th grade!), and sitting to my right was... Taylor?!?! I thought that was the coolest thing ever! I hope by the end of the year Taylor and I are good friends. I'm going to be in school with her for 7 more years, so I think I have time if after this year we're not good friends...
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